Birthdays and great friends

On Thursday i celebrated my 31st or start of the 32nd year of my life as they say in Turkey. 

On wednesday evening we my fellow birthday celebatee and i J celebrated our April Birthdays with playgroup friends and dear friends with a dinner in Alsancak. I love sharing this day i usually dont enjoy my birthdays but the last 2 years have been such special days : ).I really think sharing takes the focus of the me and creates an "us". About 2 months ago i was shopping with 2 dear friends and fell in love with a very cute summer bag.. this was my gift i nearly fell off my chair i was so excited. Love you ladies thankyou for another magic birthday and my beautiful gift..

THE BAG !!

Happy Bithday J& I

I have an awful lot to write about but really dont have enough time at the moment... this past week has been long and tough my father isnt well so Ceyda and i are flying to Scotland this evening. 

Easter catch up : )

Here are a few pictures of our Easter Weekend... we did have a nice day but the event was a tad disorganised for my liking.( waited 2 hrs to eat.. games started after most people left) but my friend Julia and i planned out own mini Egg hunt and everything turned out just great. However since all the older kids had already taken all the eggs i had to egg snatch from 10 year olds..now that was a fun experience he he : )...
p.s its lovely lovely lovely to be back

So happy to be back

The ban has finally ended. I am so so happy to be back, this blog i realise is so important to me, it gives me a voice connects me to dear friends far away and brings me new knowledge, it truelly nurtures me and lifts my spirits. I was so sad not to be able to view pictures or make comments on blogs that i wanted to.Yay i am back.

Momentum

It seems almost strange to me that all the things that i have been planning to do yet never quite been able to get round to doing or completing are suddenly all either being done or more shockingly complete. 

Perhaps it is because Ceyda is a little older she plays a little more on her own.. no thats not it, there is momentum in the air it is pulling me pushing me driving me...How is it that a 2 year plan to start a small home based business has suddenly been realised. How is that after months of trying to get in shape and fighting myself over what i have or have not eaten that i am am waking at 6.30am to run..How is it that i have been craving to learn knew things yet it is now that i find e courses that are home based and cost effective. My days are running relentlessly into one another yet i cannot stop it, its like a runaway train. I hope that i can find the brakes soon as i am guessing i might just run out of steam soon : ) : )....

or maybe thats the idea maybe i dont run out of steam maybe i throw a few things off the train reduce the weightload get rid of the unwanted and focus..maybe i just found the answer...