Oh Captain, Oh Captain....

Last night i woke for the second time in a row at 3am, staring out at the moon, it seemed to expansive so enveloping as though it was so close, i wanted to touch it. 

This morning when i woke later i woke to read the sad news that Robin Williams had taken his own life after a long battle with depression. My heart felt pierced and the tears flowed, and the knowledge that those that cannot find in peace in life seek it elsewhere. A hurricane of depression and sadness rages around me, its not my own... depression sleeps long hours and find solace nowhere, the realities of life can be heartbreaking, today i feel a little heartbroken. 
Rest in Peace, brilliant talented soul who brought so much light and laughter to peoples lives...the world will miss you.

Oh Captain my Captain i hope you find peace on the other side...in the arms of the angels.

Oh Captain Oh Captain the poem for the movie " Dead Poets Society" by Walt Whitman.

O Captain! My Captain! our fearful trip is done;

The ship has weather'd every rack, the prize we sought is won;

The port is near, the bells I hear, the people all exulting,

While follow eyes the steady keel, the vessel grim and daring:

But O heart! heart! heart!

O the bleeding drops of red,

Where on the deck my Captain lies,

Fallen cold and dead.

O Captain! My Captain! rise up and hear the bells;

Rise up—for you the flag is flung—for you the bugle trills;

For you bouquets and ribbon'd wreaths—for you the shores a-crowding;

For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning;

Here captain! dear father!

This arm beneath your head;

It is some dream that on the deck,

You've fallen cold and dead.

My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still;

My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will;

The ship is anchor'd safe and sound, its voyage closed and done;

From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won;

Exult, O shores, and ring, O bells!

But I, with mournful tread,

Walk the deck my captain lies,

Fallen cold and dead.

Summer Lovin !

The Summer is flying by... this is how its going so far

Craft Days with the gifted and lovely Sunny : )

Beach Days !

Fun with Friends !

We have been working hard to keep cool in this super hot weather... then.. out of the blue on Thursday this arrived ???  Yup thats Hail Stones in August, phew the fresh air was badly needed though : ) and along with the energies that passed " a breathe of fresh air "

and me....

* Writing from my Soul

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* Working hard to stay balanced and calm as a hurricane rages around me....

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* Releasing fears that i didn't think i had

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 * Intense energies.. the electricity of the Lionsgate portal was quite unexpected. I have never felt such intense pulsations and almost physical pain you can read more about the Liongate portal here starchildglobal and here spiritlibrary.com, it was a powerful week.

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* While searching for an email that i  had sent out on Thusday an email popped up that i had been sent by a friend (that is no longer a friend) on the same date 7/8/2013 , the synchronicity seemed strange especially as the evening before i had a read that we should expect synchronicity to re-enter our lives... reading onto the 8/8/2013 i was reminded that i was in a much different place. 

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* Finding truth in unexpected places and feeling drawn to it

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*Ending my vibrational holding pattern