I am in Toronto Canada and have been since the 6th of June, on the evening of the launch of our website my father suffered a massive heart attack.He was in Toronto visiting my older sister for her sons 1st birthday, my sister and her husband saved his life by giving him CPR. In the ambulance his heart stopped for 20 mins , in all that Day he was brought back 3 times.
When I arrived he was on life support the room felt empty to me if it werent for the sound of the machines, my father didn't die infact he has made by all the doctors accounts a miraculous recovery,although he hasn't completely come back to us..I guess details aren't required as we are just so happy that he is here.Today I talked with him and I asked him what he wanted to do from here on in.He said he wanted to live for now..the love I have felt for my father over the past few weeks perhaps surpasses anything that has existed between us in a long time perhaps since i was a child. Stripped down to our most vunerble states our humanity and very being, the delicacy of life and the inevitable end of it seem clear as glass.
I need this blog right now to be heard I am surrounded by people I love but cannot hear my voice.
Love and light xx
Monday, June 20, 2011
Saturday, June 4, 2011
Living in Turkey.net
So on Sunday the site will launch yay
Today i realised i am exhausted..i have a migrane looming and itchy eyes..( as strange stress thing i get when i am not sleeping enough) i am so excited and nervous.
Stop by on Sunday if you have a few minutes i would love to have some feedback...
What i really want to do is write about the journey that brought me to this point... the friendship that blossomed after a series of unexpected events.. i want to talk about how sometimes when we choose do things selflessly, happy and comfortable in the knowledge that there is no reward.. much greater more beautiful things develop and i wanted to share something else.
2 nights ago i had a dream i walking through the corridors of a building, a beautiful building full of glass and light..and old stone.. i stopped and greeted many people all of whom i knew.(but i had never seen).we shook hands, held faces..shared smiles.. in my dream i saw 2 friends one dear and very close ( both in friendship and proximity to each other although lately meeting up has been hard...), the other i had not seen in sometime yet is equally dear. In the dream i saw them at seperate moments.. we hugged each other so deeply and tightly that i felt it was not a dream....
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