At the end of Dec 2010 i felt a huge shift within myself almost earthquake like.. this strange thing happened i was walking around town on my own as i had left Ceyda at a friends for a playdate and as i was crossing the road i had a very very close call with a motorbike.. i still have no idea what caused me to stop dead in my tracks the bike was going so fast that i felt the wind brush past me. I felt as though time had stopped and that i was in slow motion. The second later after the bike had passed the old lady next me said i was Lucky. I didnt realise the significance of this until i relived the event the past weekend, as walked over the same road. I remembered feeling light and quite sick afterwards, things were aleady starting to settle down in my life by the time it happened but for some reason afterwards i felt rooted, grounded in way that i hadnt felt all year. Strange i know.
I am looking forward to this year, it feels fresh and crisp like the cold morning weather i am waking up to here.
I have cold right now but even feel like i just wanted an excuse to hibernate for a while after so many visitors and my body has "gifted" this to me. I am sure i wouldnt be staying this if i had the flu !!
