Peace.. its all ok....

This whole summer felt a bit like a stop go shop,stop go stop go...

Disconnect from material things let things go, move forward, start over... push push push...i was exhausted, purged... but i came back with the same thought at the end "its ok"
When i came back to Izmir it was so good to to be home, i was so excited and happy not to be moving, to reconnect with friends, to reconnect with myself...to start loving my home and garden again.

I quickly realized and was shown that even though i will stay things will not remain the same, i feel as though i can see and hear the earth more clearly, i am honoring my intuition in a way i never have before.

My plans are no different but everything feels different, i like it, i like that for the first time in my life i am just saying ok so be it... release me... connect with me.. love me... hate me... that's ok : ).

I admitted to myself i would have preferred goodbye coffee and hugs, i would have preferred to catch my breathe before my falls.... 
and that's ok...