Roundabouts

Turnabouts and Roundabouts....i don't think i can write about everything that is going on.. in some ways the words, they perhaps they don't yet feel my own .. i feel as though surprises, unexpected/ beautiful/ powerful/ and sad , some feel good some feel as though they don't fit, well not yet anyway.

My heart, my soul, my guides tell me to sit tight, be my own truth, enjoy the beauty and feel the pain.

So where have i been since i last wrote, here i have been very much here very present, and so we are in a turnaround, a roundabout so to say.. something positive is happening that will release us from defaulting on the loan on our home. People stepped up took responsibility, it was unexpected, unseen and good, so i am only looking forwards no longer thinking of the "what ifs" and the "maybes" because something changed, the result cannot be the same even if it ends up being the same as the intention has changed even if the roundabout takes us to the same turn off. We as a group have taken ownership over our faults our mistakes and stood head on. This is what i wanted.
So for now we will stay here in Izmir.