Back to Blogging

Its been really far to long but i am for all good intentions back to blogging. -The last few months have been full of decisions and changes, some small some so big they seem well impossible engulfing almost.I know this isn't just the case for me, i know that many of us have been lurching around with difficult energies, life decisions, life difficulties and so on. I hope that like me you have reached a point of peace, a point where the water is no longer creeping over your head.

I actually love writing even though i would hardly think of myself as good at it. I have missed talking ( i often consider blogging  conversation with friends ) about Ceyda and how are lives together as a family has grown so i hope for lots of catching up. I have missed reading the inspiring blogs of others and staying in good contact with dear friends but i really i really didn't want to continue to use my blog to to deal with life, the way i did last year and that's what it would have become, its the reason that every diary i ever had as a child could easily be mistaken for someone who is severely depressed. Writing is my therapy and the past few months i had to be engulfed alone. So i wrote but old school style and i left my poor blog behind. Old school showed me a few things that alone i am far more honest with myself and that my dyslexia is atrocious when i am under stress. ( yes i am dyslexic) Thank goodness for spell check. Anyway i am glad to be back, with hopefully a spruced up blog and new look at life.